(requested by sara) bogo sip-eo ; Thursday, May 9, 2013
I miss you...
We are not too close. Sometimes, I share any of my story with him. The way he heard my story, he made me overwhelmed. Sometimes, he calms me if I have a problem. Sometimes he helps me in trouble. No one can see the friendship between us. us too.
Considering our school in the middle of the city, we have the same interest that walk in the city. Viewing sakura flowers that are scattered, even beside the school. His interest in music, sometimes if we have leisure time he will sing songs of K-Indie. He knew I was interested in such songs.
"Someday, If I was a celebrity... I wanted to collab with you, okay?" What he said to me, as always... And I just obey to his request. as if it was a truth future /in my mind/... I love seeing his smirk. Our class is very noisy atmosphere, While we are talking... His head is placed on the table. Book in front of his head to prevent his sleeping. No one can predict his sleep because he's slept with open eyes.
One day....
While we talked again, he put his head on the table as usual. I thought, he's sleeping. I tried to play my hand in front of his face, he didn't blink. He sleeps!
"I'm tired of chatting, he would not listen." I said.
I am bridging my face in front of his face, to make sure he was really asleep, and I hope he doesnt listen to what I said. I don't want to hurt his heart. Suddenly his mouth speaks ...
"Bogo sip-eo"
I was shocked! He still put his head on the table.
"I heard what you said, but this time I didn't sleep. I really missed you." I gasped. Bell rang. We went back to home. There are no words that come out from our mouth. The next day, his seat was empty and normally he would fetch me at my home. Not on this day, is it because of me didn't chat with him yesterday as we headed home? He was upset?
Until our Youngjae the History teacher in the class. I thought he wanted to begin the lesson, but then... It wasn't. He wanted to tell us about something because usually he brings along his Samsung S4 to make a slide show and with his happy face. Like seriously ? Not on this day ?
"Yeolobun, Daehyun was going to leave us..."
"What ???" - Students
"Forever..."
"Seriously ? Really ?" - Students
"Last night, his last message to us... Please, make up your friendship before you're dying like me."
The students were crying. Youngjae seonsaengnim approach me and said...
" His last message to you.... " He lends me a paper written,
"I miss you and always miss you"
I cried,
Miss you.... Daehyun.
p/s : inspiration comes while listening to Take Me Away by Ukiss. This fanfiction dedicated to you, my frenemy... Sara :3